Sometimes I hate the Sun

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Sculpture by Linde Ergo

It could have been any morning,

But it wasn’t

Familiar cup, warm with coffee

Cradled in my artist’s hands

My walk to the marsh

Familiar earth

Grasses move slightly

But the dew drops stay

Jewels on a slender stalk

 

Nothing new, except everything

My girl, my first born, has left

Her wings dry now, and ready for flight

Learning to be her own artist self

Professors her teachers

My role jarred loose

The fingers of time have pried me free

 

And my son, young man

Climbed behind the wheel

Turned the key

Not beside me anymore

On our way to school or the game

 

It could have been any morning,

But it wasn’t

Everything has changed

A shift, new skin, new vibrations

And yet the sun

In its brilliant audacity

Rises again

 

Just like any morning

So bright, my eyes hurt

The dew drops begin to move

By the sun’s relentless power

 

Sometimes I hate the sun

Reminding me that what once was seismic

Has now passed

The sunrise returns, nothing new

It could have been any morning

But it wasn’t

Not for me, not in my soul

4 Responses

    • HealingJourneys

      Thank you Sue! It was great to see you the other night….. happy writing.

  1. Bev Bachel

    What a powerful poem! Love the title…which seems just the opposite of what one would expect on a subzero MN day.

    • HealingJourneys

      Thank you Bev for visiting my site too and for the kind words. I have been writing up a storm but haven’t posted in a while. A posting is on its way tomorrow. Hugs to you.

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